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Beatdown Generation

by Millington

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1.
Saddest Side 03:24
When you’re almost home But a thousand miles to go Can’t clean your soul When you’re down in the gutter Can’t talk When you think that you love her Would you be so bold? Like you were three years ago? Now it’s me just me Gotta leave wanna see you Go back and try like you used to She said they want to See my saddest side Can’t find a place to hide I want to keep it locked up inside So don’t mind me because I’m leaving It was bottoms up bottles up That you were drinking Keep it bottled up bottled up Until you’re sinking I want to know everything you’re thinking Yeah I found your note From a thousand days ago I didn’t hear you out When you needed me back then And she said “Would you slow your roll?” “And you need to let me go” “‘Cause I’m held down by things that you don’t see” “Locked up Where no one can find me” (No one will find me) (That’s where to hide me) (Make sure they don’t see) And now they want to See my saddest side Can’t find a place to hide I want to keep it locked up inside So don’t mind me because I’m leaving It was bottoms up bottles up That you were drinking Keep it bottled up bottled up Until you’re sinking I want to know everything you’re thinking She said they want to See my saddest side Can’t find a place to hide I want to keep it locked up inside So don’t mind me because I’m leaving It was bottoms up bottles up That you were drinking Keep it bottled up bottled up Until you’re sinking I want to know everything you’re thinking Can’t find a place to hide
2.
Misery 02:59
Sharp crack like a broken arm Want to see if it left a scar And if you saw my heart Would you humor me and ask me how it feels? (But it’s alright) When nothing seems the way it was before (But it’s alright) I just feel like I don’t see you anymore Now that you’re in your own In a brand new home with walls made out of stone (I brought the TNT to set you free) But it wouldn’t matter at all ‘Cause this is Misery You smile brighter in a memory But you’re still haunting me The last thing that got said is stuck on repeat And I can hear it in my sleep But this time no one is answering Sharp crack like a broken arm Want to see if it left a scar Do you have a heart? Or did you tear it all apart? (Hey, it’s alright) If you don’t feel the way you did before (Hey, it’s alright) I just feel like I don’t know you anymore So I’ll avoid your eye like a face in a grocery store We didn’t slam the door I just feel like I don’t know you anymore
3.
Let You In 03:43
While you’re searching for a sign Put up your defense So you can keep on Staring at the sky Putting faith in someone Who can never make it right With diamonds in her eyes A fire in her heart and in her mind A shine like city lights But she falls behind a curtain When she falls apart at night and she says Head down and my eyes closed Somewhere between don’t go And please leave me alone I’ll let you in But I would have let you in Head down and my eyes closed Somewhere between don’t go And please leave me alone I would have let you in To turn around and wait for him To come back home Now you’re running out of time You feel the ending Like it’s impending Thinking all the time “If I was someone different Would you answer me?” The first to make her cry And the very last one To come back home at night Deceptions on his mind He couldn’t tell her that he loved her Without crossing both his fingers behind (He couldn’t look you in the eye) Head down and my eyes closed Somewhere between don’t go And please leave me alone I’ll let you in But I would have let you in Head down and my eyes closed Somewhere between don’t go And please leave me alone I would have let you in To turn around and wait for him To come back home And as for me I’d never let you leave like this Thrown away and left out I’m just a bystander in your story And I’m sorry that you’re feeling so let down I got a fist formed in my hand As your biggest fan But it’s not my place So I turn and say “I’m sorry” “I’m sorry that you’re feeling so let down” Head down and my eyes closed Somewhere between don’t go And please leave me alone I’ll let you in But I would have let you in I’ll let you in I’ll let you in I’ll let you in I’ll let you in I’ll let you in Head down and my eyes closed Somewhere between don’t go And please leave me alone I would have let you in To turn around and wait for him To come back home
4.
Everything started with a let down And we all fall down Down, down I want to pick you up now When you hit the ground (It wouldn’t make a sound) Did you lose all the feeling When you fell through the ceiling? ‘Cause I miss seeing you around Let down and we all fall down Stand up and hear me out But I’m not excited To be a part of a beatdown generation That’s often reminded There’s nothing to do but fake it Because we’re on our own When they don’t show Tell me something I don’t know Round and round We all fall down I wanna pull you from the lost and found To put your feet back on the ground Everything started with a let down And we all fall down Down, down I want to pick you up now When you hit the ground (It wouldn’t make a sound) Did you lose all the feeling When you fell through the ceiling? ‘Cause I miss seeing you around Let down and we all fall down Stand up and hear me out But they’re not invited To be a part of the brand new revelation Rise up the divided We’re not calm enough to hide it We’re searching high and low For a place to go Someone blocked the way back home Round and round We all fall down I wanna pull you from the lost and found And put your feet back on the ground Everything started with a let down And we all fall down Down, down I want to pick you up now When you hit the ground (It wouldn’t make a sound) Did you lose all the feeling When you fell through the ceiling? ‘Cause I miss seeing you around Let down and we all fall down Stand up and hear me out It started with a let down That they hand out Like a hidden message That can’t be found I want to pick you up When you’re on the ground And tell you that “Sometimes we all fall down”
5.
HSS 03:21
Cut me deep Tear me wide open So you can see What you’ve been dying to see All along you’re all alone Stuck in my head, A dream, a sound track left in repeat So while I have your full attention I’ll take this chance to let you know That I’m a fool So don’t listen to the words I spit Or any connotation that I’m full of shit ‘Cause I see me with you You want to snap ‘cause you’re on your own And you’ve felt this way before As for me I’ll be stuck face down On your crowded bedroom floor Where I said [Chorus] We carved our names up on the window We’d laugh all night If you hold on to me I will promise and guarantee that when you go I’ll keep sticking around in the place we called our own I just need you to know sometimes that you’re on my mind Please call as soon as you get home And if you have the misconception That I’m not crazy I want to tell you “it’s okay” I wanted to know: how did you feel on the way back home? So don’t listen to a word I say When I ask if you feel the same I want to tell you “it’s okay” I wanted to know: how did you feel on the way back home? You want to crack ‘cause they break you down And you feel this way again As for me I’ll be up all night think what I could have said To save you I don’t care if you think that I’m crazy When I say everyday you amaze me Let’s ditch this rundown place Nothing matters when I see your face Goodnight, and I’ll see your face again おやすみなさい どうしたの? 今の君は悲しそう
6.
Gone 03:04
Gone, gone, gone, gone Don’t forget to leave a message When you’re moving On, on, on, on, on When you’re gone I keep remembering your face I wish you felt the same I can’t seem to walk away I’m not dealing with this the right way It’s been the longest week without sleep In the shortest year (How could you grow up without me) I think I figured out why I’m so down ‘Cause god damn I hate this town That you didn’t stick around And now it’s all wrong Four walls won’t miss you when you’re Gone, gone, gone, gone Don’t forget to leave a message When you’re moving On, on, on, on, on When you’re gone I keep remembering your face I wish you felt the same I can’t seem to walk away I’m not dealing with this the right way Can’t you see it was me acting like I was crazy Like we felt at eighteen (How could you grow up without me) I think I figured out the shit you hate There’s no love in the heart of New York state Since you threw it away And now it’s all wrong Four walls won’t miss you when you’re Gone, gone, gone, gone Don’t forget to leave a message When you’re moving On, on, on, on, on When you’re gone I keep remembering your face I wish you felt the same I can’t seem to walk away Cover up, cover up the feeling And stay so strong when you say “so long” Turning up, turning up that song When it all goes wrong (Just keep moving on) I keep remembering your face I wish you felt the same I can’t seem to walk away I hate remembering your face ‘Cause it’s not the same (But I just can’t walk away)

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released April 17, 2020

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Millington Albany, New York

Millington's blends classic 2000's Ska-Punk with modern Pop-Punk and Emo for a new sound that they like to call
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